Is love for someone really everything?
7:13 AM |
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It has been so long. I can't recall the time i last fall for someone so deep. Yesterday, i attended the "building relationship" word for life. Everything seems to fall into pieces. There is always a missing part of me in my heart, i trust that only my one and only God can fill it up.
Love is complicated without God. I can't figure out the exact definition of this word. This word can only be completely comprehended and practised by God. I wonder what is this word all about. This person i like is distant, so distant from me, it is as if it is impossible for me to get. It seems weird and funny but the truth is that, i have never fallen in love with someone very dear to me, at all. So quit guessing who is that person if you are reading my blog. I won't even reveal to you the gender. :p. Feel free to think anyhow for it doesn't really matter. Haha
Feelings aside, we can't put all our emotions and time on the person we like. It can be exhaustive and a waste of time. Sometimes, we are being too indulgent in it, that we always fool ourselves with reasons why this person is doing something to us. Give yourself a tight spiritual slap, and get back to your feet in reality. Get yourself closed to God, or everything is just useless. Love is only complete when it is for God, not for another human being because they are imperfect.
My favorite amazing race couple - Miss Kris and Mr Jon. They lack personality but come on, they work extremely well together!
Reflection, Refraction Again
10:56 PM |
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Yesterday, Phoebe and i were rushing for our assignments in class. For a total of 8 hours, excluding the lunch break that we had, we had been toiling with our assignment. It was extremely frustrating and nerve-wracking, when the computer gave up on us, for a several times. It was a pain to redo the work. Nevertheless, praise the Lord, we finished up on it.
Hui Mei read the sms i sent her the day i returned from LC to the group. In the sms, i put a lot of "haha" which comes out randomly, in the midst of a very serious sentence. Last week, James from DI asked me this, "am i really laughing when i put all these in the message?". My reply to him is no, it is just a norm that i put "haha" in sms, to cut down the intensity of a very serious message. I don't know how got the habit of using "haha" in messages, maybe i constantly sms xing xing, and he always put "haa" without fail. In case, you thought that "haha" i typed in the previous sentence lacked one "h", then i have to say this is his "haha". If you don't believe me, you can try. Haha! I am really laughing now.
Amazing Race Closed!
6:32 PM |
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Yeah. Congratulations on a big win for TK and Rachel! They definitely deserve to win. They have been calm throughout the entire race, they don't bicker much and they are very sweet people. The only bad side is that they have a pretty bad sense of direction. Haha.
It is a pity that Ronald and Christina didn't win this race. I always hope that they will be able to win it! Having said that, i am still very proud of them, they are the best father/daughter team in the history of the amazing race! They have a bad start, but they end off amazingly. At the final leg, they are number one consistently until Christina hit a bad roadblock. Nevertheless, she is an interesting, most controversial person in this season. Still can't forget last week, when she told an airport staff to tell Nathan and Jennifer that the flight is fully booked. LOL
Sinister smile on Christina.
As amazing race comes to a close. Here comes one of my favorite reality TV of all times, AMERICAN IDOL! Great job Simon Cowell, miss you this whole year. Sorry for all the hope people reading it, it is not a post to reflect on life today. Haha
Short One
1:12 AM |
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Just downloaded the wrong episode of amazing race 6. Haha. I have great time watching Kris and Jon owning the whole competition. I am getting sort of nostalgic about it, by the way, i watched it 4 years ago. Oh my Gosh!
It had been a valuable time celebrating my sheep, Benjamin birthday yesterday. This sheep of mine has been absolutely fabulous in serving God. He is also a very strong, self-motivated armor bearer. His pick up rate for God's words is profoundly fast. When i affirmed him yesterday, i recalled how he was as a new believer and right now, he is just 2 different person. I pray that God will be faithful to him, and i am faith filled that he is gonna accomplished much for God, Amen!
Back to my interest and recent obsession of amazing race. Lena & Kristy are fantastic racers, they just have bad luck. Dustin & Kandice still remain to me the most beautiful and gorgeous racers ever, and the strongest all girls team in the history of amazing race. Yeah.
Miss California And Miss New York(Same birthdate with me) :)
One chance! Privilege!
12:05 AM |
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Life is shaky. Everyone should fear that they will be the next Judas Iscariot. Judas had been unaccountable to Jesus. In addition to it, he had valued money more than Jesus. We should be constantly aware of this, let not the devil triumph in our life.
I came back from LC yesterday. I have seen lots of interesting people, heard many life impacting testimonies from Peter Truong. I realised that God always want to bless us with many good gifts but our disobedience is always a barrier for God to pour out His blessings. We need to learn obedience the hard way, it may not be an easy thing to do but just do it first, don't ask any question. Obedience can't come with a condition. Just obey first and then we will understand.
When Abraham was called to leave his hometown by God. He did not ask WHY! We need to know that at times, our obedience to God only comes after we learn of the total concept and accept it when the principle of obeying it seems "fine" to us. But, it shouldn't be this way, i am sure God don't want it this way as well.
Hebrew 13:7
7Remember your leaders, who spoke the word of God to you. Consider the outcome of their way of life and imitate their faith.