Hey! Back again. Encountering some problems these few days. God has been calling me to persevere. I am too weak to face it. Emotions start to turn bad. The spirit is getting weaker and weaker each day. God reminds me to love myself. I cannot stay myself for much longer. I need to have spiritual breakthroughs. I need to die to myself. I can't cling on to my strongholds and hope foolishly that God will use me. No! I can't!

To make matters worse, my closest friend in church haven't been giving me much support. He now holds on to his worldly values, forgetting that God is a supernatural God who has no limitations. The covenanted relationship i have with him has been wavered pretty badly. At times, i find that we are more of a normal friend. We don't spur each other to grow, we just pass remarks off people. How i want to have the kind of friendship Jonathan have with David.

Nonetheless, God is still my best buddy. He wipe the tears from my eyes, being with me through thick and thin, carrying me when there is scorching fire below. I need to put the faith that he will burn all my carnal desires away. I can't keep saying, "I can't get over this." I want to have an excellent relationship with Him. He is the most faithful i can find. He will give me thick barrier against Mr Sa.Tan!

Thank God for Eilton today. He is really pro-active in reaching out to Guan Quan. It makes Guan Quan opens up a lot. In fact, he enjoys his day! 2 Thessalonians 3:3 But the Lord is faithful. He will establish you and guard you against the evil one


Hey. Being down with a little bit of flu today. I will try to make this post short. Haha

Today, i overslept again. I want to wake up, but my brother took my phone and placed it in another room. Thus, i missed the alarm. When i woke up, i wanted to shout at him, but i somehow manage to hold it back. Thank to God's grace, my brother isn't very angry with me for showing him some bad spirits, but as a result, my mother now know that i lost my phone! Argh! Bad timing.Then, she nagged at me for a little while. I listened, not so intently to her and after she have her words said, she left the house, leaving the whole house snoozing. Haha.

I loved how David tests his mighty men. Haha. All my life, i am very scared when people test me on something. Whenever this happens, i will shrugged it off. I will answer, "Why should i do this? I don't earn money from it." It is due to my pride that i didn't answer immediately that i was terrified or even petrified! I am afraid that i will fail the test and people start to despise me. This mindset terrifies me no longer.

During work, as i was slacking there, i saw an order check without receipt. I need to key it into the computer before i can print the receipt. So, i decided to take a leap and try. As i was keying it in, i made mistakes. But, as i was making the mistakes, i realized that when we all first started out, we will make tons of mistakes. It is only after we experience it and practise, the number of mistakes we commit decrease, thus saving time and increase in productivity. It is true that we still make mistakes, but it doesn't undermine practice, as practice makes us better in doing something.

Yeah! Thats the end of my post. Good night. Going to sleep. Learning horrible "for loop" tomorrow. God blesses me and you. Bye!


Have been some time since i last post. I have got a lot of things this week to write. Lol. But, i will try to make it as short as possible.

This week has been really a week of discipline for me. Everyday, i slept less than 8 hours, which is only 70% or less of the sleep i required daily. But, i find that i have really a great time wrestling with God about the things i want. I have faith that He is going to give it to me. Maybe not now.

I find that as i am growing in God. God always place certain challenges in my life, which i am the most afraid of. Everytime, when i have the desire to do more for God, testings will come and it never fails to come. In the past, i always depend on my own strength to overcome it. Because of this reason, i always get a solution that is better, not the best. I always overlooked the fact that if i sit down and be still before God. He will have the best plan for me. In conclusion, I need to put more trust in him.

I need to have physical breakthroughs, i need to eat more vegetables! I need to exercise more too. I will go running if i am free from all my school works and ministry. Doing sit-ups and stuffs maybe necessary also. Haha. Just now, Pastor Jasmine have my testimony read. I thank God that He has freed me from the bondage of the lies i have been telling to my secondary school classmates. Zheng Ming made a remark that somehow or rather touches me today, "Friends doesn't have to be very rich." I am glad that he is so forgiving. At first, when i heard my testimony is going to be read out. I am a bit scared because he is visiting today. But, Praise God, He worked it out again. Haha

Thats it for today. Will be faithful in posting!! Haha


Surprised! Never updated for a long time. Now, i update. Lol

Last month, though my caregroup did not grow in numbers. But, the quality of the group is definitely improving. Witness Choon Phang, Chris and Guan Quan growing bigger and bigger in spiritual size. Lol. Really want to encourage them to be shepherd of God's flocks. Yeah!

This month is going to be a month of intensive sowing. There is gonna be a lot of things growing around! Meeting contacts, going to see how Shelia has been doing and catching up with her. Pray that she will know God! Zheng Ming, my long lost friend, who has been brought back to me by Christ, is coming to service tomorrow. Praise God! Pray for him that he will be a little bit more simple minded. His thoughts are pretty complicated! I also pray that De Ming will receive God as well. Haha. Want to see more and more people receiving Jesus. Almost forgot, pray for Chin Hong also!

I am really excited this month! Dunno why. This excitement i just can't contain inside. I will wait patiently for God to move! Will really be practical in the things i teach. Pray to see NYP soar higher and higher. Most importantly, really pray that God's kingdom will be flooded with souls that come from everywhere, be it Singapore, America, Canada and even Israel who God has chosen in the first place. Looking forward to praise and worship in heaven! Will be willing to leave the world only when 1st: My parents cross the line of faith and receive Jesus! 2nd: When i fulfill God's will for me on earth. Or else, i will cry out to God to extend my life just like how Hezekiah did!