I didn't feel well these few days. In fact, i am having cough, an extremely wet nose (trust me, though i have running nose often, this is exclusively severe). Slight fever brought me down, just a little. I am spending my monday afternoon sleeping after watching Amazing Race which surprisingly, brings me out of bed even though i am very tired and feverish. Glad to see Ronald and Christina working so well to save themselves of philimination. Interesting. Haha.

Last wednesday, it was my birthday. Not my happiest birthday ever, but glad to spend my time with my own spiritual buddy. I can't believe that almost one year has already passed just with a blink. Vividly remember my last year birthday spending it with the unit, and most importantly 2 years ago, spending it with my caregroup and Leslie's specially substituted cake with mountains of Ferero Rocher (not sure the spelling) that was won during the NYP castaway.

I am wondering how am i going to spend my 2008. I have set several goals, i pray that i will be able to achieve them. I desire to be a godly man, just like King David. I pray that my life will revolve around the Word of God, being relevant at the same time. Specifically, i pray that i will be one step closer to fulfill the vision God has given me.

Terribly in need of cash. I pray for a tuition job. With my money on God, i guess it is on the way.


Ok. I want to write my post as short as possible for today.

Today, it is one of my worst day ever in my life as a Christian. Hit a stumbling block today, almost fell. God lifts me up, my people continue to be my motivation. Can't forget Li Yan and Andrew for what they did 2 years ago. Can't forget last year water baptism which i made a decision to be a spiritual buddy with Xing Xing. Marvelous memories. This continues to be my drive in persevering.

Just now, i share to Xing Xing about my struggles. I thank God that though he may not be considered spiritually mature to most people, he still listens and understands, joke with me, lighten my yoke. Through this, i realise that everyone is really indispensable in God's kingdom. I can't forget all the negative comments made to me by leaders who i do not want to mention.

Right now, i feel like resting, stabilise my emotions a little. Through this, i realise how Evangeline has felt. No understanding with just a common vision, it boils down to nothing but a unhappy Christian life.

Proverbs 18:2
A fool finds no pleasure in understanding but delights in airing his own opinions.


I have been looking forward to what will be happening these few days. Somehow, i felt being in want. Just want to share with someone my most inner feelings, and i know it would just be what people like to say "easier said than done".

Nevertheless, i have loved to share a news that is on the other side of the causeway. Excitingly, Hope BP has another convert! And he is Chee Hong. Haha. Thrilled that he has finally come to know God. I pray that he can grow well under Graig, haha. I trust that Graig will be able to do it, for his heart is after God.

Yesterday, when i was sharing the news to Hui Mei. She said one thing that further convicts me of what i am doing in NYP. It goes "What God can do there, God can do here as well". Exactly! God is a God of BP as well as a God of NYP! Wow, anticipating and waiting for God to pour fourth His blessings.


Since a month since i last blog. Haha.

I went for a fruitful mission trip at Batu Pahat. Thank God for all the people who have hosted us, they have definitely shown the spirit of Abraham when they welcomed us to the place. Guess what, they have one convert! Wow, after 4 months of stagnancy, God has finally shown favor on them.

I want to affirm each individual of the people in my group. Xiu Zhen, Jacob, Glenn, Shu Ling, Stewart and Joella. They have being initiative in talking to the people. I pray that after this trip, they will be even more motivated to go for more mission trip! Yeah!

Moreover, Christmas is coming soon. I have set an end goal of 16 for NYP B2. Haha. Thats not too tough! Each one of us just need to bring a friend to come to know God, for people who are more spiritually mature, get 2! Haha.

Yesterday, i spent the whole day with Thomas at his house. A fruitful time of understanding one another, playing music and singing together. We shared all the way till 5am in the morning. Haha. Though weary, i am refreshed by the Holy Ghost to go all way out for Jesus!

Verse for people who read my blog.
Colossians 1:25
I have become its servant by the commission God gave me to present to you the word of God in its fullness

We are servants of God to serve His people!