Wasn't posting anything a whole month! Lol! I decided to make a comeback in blogging again. Hopefully, i am able to take time off for it.

I was rather tired today. Thanks to Andrew gift of healing and God, i am refreshed. Today service is absolutely great! I learn the analogy of a "spiritual alarm clock". At times, God used it as a warning to us but, despite He is patient and slow to anger, He will still slap us awake so that our day can be more fruitful rather than just sleeping it away.

God is forever faithful! His love for us is never-ending. I can blatantly remember how He is so real in my life in Year 2006! Last year, it is the only time i spend the whole year throughout with God. There are a lot of ups and downs, disappointment, frustration but He never gives up on me. I thank Him for that. Here is a brief recount of year 2006.

January
I spend the first 6 hours of the first day of Year 2006 at Loyang Industrial Park, blaming God's people. Haha. I slept at the bus stop there, greeted "Happy New Year" by several bypassers there. I wasn't at the least interested by what is happening around me. At that time, i am very hurt by the people in the community. Nobody notices my presence, i am someone who blended into the wall. I left the chalet in a pique. I told God, "I don't need a community as long as i know Him." Despite my stubborness, God still embraced me. He answered my first prayer of the year by stopping the rain when i was spending my time at the bus-stop, praying sincerely for the rain to stop so i can go back to the chalet and take my bag to leave. The rain stopped, i go back to the chalet. Due to some discomfort in going into the chalet through the front door. I crept in from behind only to realize that Li Yan came in and thought that i am a thief! Lol. So funny. She spoke into my life, i am ecstatic that God spoke through her. She widens my perspective on the importance in mixing around with people. Jia Hui later came in and told me that she used to be someone like me. Of course, i don't believe! Haha. Li Yan later encouraged me to stay but i still choose to go.

That day when i go home. I felt empty and depressed. I felt like doing something out of my zone. But, i wasn't ready to do it! I tried mixing around in my class, other than Shelia, Crystal and Eugene, it didn't really succeed, i am demotivated. A new-believer came into our caregroup that time, his name is Huzaen, now he has left the church for somewhere he deems as better, another church which is. At that time, Ken followed up on him. I tagged along with Ken to Kinokuniya as i really want to live life out of my zone.

Lots more to come..

Thanksgiving
Thank God for Yuan Wen and Brian to come to know Him!! God is going to move mightily in His ministry