Bravo
6:39 AM |
Hey! Back again. Encountering some problems these few days. God has been calling me to persevere. I am too weak to face it. Emotions start to turn bad. The spirit is getting weaker and weaker each day. God reminds me to love myself. I cannot stay myself for much longer. I need to have spiritual breakthroughs. I need to die to myself. I can't cling on to my strongholds and hope foolishly that God will use me. No! I can't!
To make matters worse, my closest friend in church haven't been giving me much support. He now holds on to his worldly values, forgetting that God is a supernatural God who has no limitations. The covenanted relationship i have with him has been wavered pretty badly. At times, i find that we are more of a normal friend. We don't spur each other to grow, we just pass remarks off people. How i want to have the kind of friendship Jonathan have with David.
Nonetheless, God is still my best buddy. He wipe the tears from my eyes, being with me through thick and thin, carrying me when there is scorching fire below. I need to put the faith that he will burn all my carnal desires away. I can't keep saying, "I can't get over this." I want to have an excellent relationship with Him. He is the most faithful i can find. He will give me thick barrier against Mr Sa.Tan!
Thank God for Eilton today. He is really pro-active in reaching out to Guan Quan. It makes Guan Quan opens up a lot. In fact, he enjoys his day! 2 Thessalonians 3:3 But the Lord is faithful. He will establish you and guard you against the evil one