Test of Faith
9:52 AM |
Have been some time since i last post. I have got a lot of things this week to write. Lol. But, i will try to make it as short as possible.
This week has been really a week of discipline for me. Everyday, i slept less than 8 hours, which is only 70% or less of the sleep i required daily. But, i find that i have really a great time wrestling with God about the things i want. I have faith that He is going to give it to me. Maybe not now.
I find that as i am growing in God. God always place certain challenges in my life, which i am the most afraid of. Everytime, when i have the desire to do more for God, testings will come and it never fails to come. In the past, i always depend on my own strength to overcome it. Because of this reason, i always get a solution that is better, not the best. I always overlooked the fact that if i sit down and be still before God. He will have the best plan for me. In conclusion, I need to put more trust in him.
I need to have physical breakthroughs, i need to eat more vegetables! I need to exercise more too. I will go running if i am free from all my school works and ministry. Doing sit-ups and stuffs maybe necessary also. Haha. Just now, Pastor Jasmine have my testimony read. I thank God that He has freed me from the bondage of the lies i have been telling to my secondary school classmates. Zheng Ming made a remark that somehow or rather touches me today, "Friends doesn't have to be very rich." I am glad that he is so forgiving. At first, when i heard my testimony is going to be read out. I am a bit scared because he is visiting today. But, Praise God, He worked it out again. Haha
Thats it for today. Will be faithful in posting!! Haha