Long time since i last blogged. I hope no one misses it.

These 2 years have been a great and exciting year. I have witnessed Phoebe crossing the line of faith, experience God myself even to a greater height and having 2 sheeps, both Khok Yen and Chris.

God is a great shepherd. I really want to obey God fully, but i know i cannot do so if i don't submit to my spiritual leader Andrew fully. Sometimes, i am just so stubborn that my heart is like a stone that even arrows can't leave a scratch on it. These few months, when i was alone, lost in the wilderness, God has always been by my side, giving me extremely clear directions, assuring me that He is always with me when i feel insecure. He is the one that softens my mother's heart so much that my mother, instead of saying that i am brainwashed all the time, is willing to come to the Mandarin Church service. Praise God! I will be very happy if my mother comes to know Jesus. She has been through so much hardship that i really hoped that her future will be a luxurious one, in heaven.

Now, as a shepherd, i felt really happy to take care of both Khok Yen and Chris. I extremely like Khok Yen personality, he is very likeable. He is rather quiet when it comes to group outing but he makes a lot of friends, astonishingly. As for Chris, he is very noisy. There is not even one time that he will really keep quiet. But, i am thrilled to see how his life has changed since he knows God. Now, he is more willing to learn though he likes to insult and argue. Haha. Nevertheless, i am assured that God can do something, i am waiting for a second round of amazement, when he really says something that is in the Bible and not his personal views. Both sheeps really challenge my thoughts and really teach me how to sacrifice both my mangas and animes for them. Nonetheless, i am very willing to do so, even more willing to do more because it is God who drives me, nobody else.

Shelia was with me during my bad times. My caregroup comprising Andrew, Ken, Jia Hui, Hui Mei, Joey, Xue Lian and Celestine were with me during my rainy days. God is with me all time no matter good or bad. I forgot somebody, haha, and now i remember, he is Xing Xing.

Xing Xing might not be the most spiritual man, might not be the most God-driven man, might not even touch the bible, but, i am really glad that God has placed him in my life. He is a good helper, a great brother and even a better friend. Of all the times, he is like a killer of my most lonely time. People might argue that he is not spiritual, blah blah, tell me to stay away from him. That is ridiculous!! I vividly remember a time that he inspires me so greatly that i want to charge for God. Some people just think he is a nuisance, just because of his unwholesome talk and unspiritual life. Instead of spending the time to talk about him, why not help him! To me, he is the person who don't know how to say No to helps than any of the person i have met in my life. Everyone ought to learn this kind of spirit.

I have 1 contact, his name is Guan Quan. People, regardless of where you are from, please pray for Him to come to know Jesus. Jesus is the only one who can helped him from his problems. I really hope that his heart is opened to Jesus. He really needs Jesus!!