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Hey. Watch American Idol tonight. Really think that Nicholas, AJ, Blake and Chris Richardson did well. Chris Sligh and Phil Stacy are not too far behind though. They are now my top 6 males favorite for the top 12.

Today is my last day when i will drill on my project. Mr Leo has helped me a great deal in it. In fact, he teaches us very patiently and even willingly stay in school after 6 all the way until 8 plus to help us. Though he is rather quiet and negative at times, he still comment it in a way that won't hurt us. He is rather sensitive and straight-foward. Lol. My favorite lecturer to this date BY A MILE!!! I sort of like programming after that! Now pondering to go Games Programming or not as TD is all scripting and i don't like it too.

There are several teachers in my life that i really thank God for. Mr Soong is a teacher that i will never forget for as long as live. We have spite him, disobey him, quarrel with him for lots and lots of times. Despite all these, he never held it in his heart; in fact, he even willingly step out of his curriculum time on saturday and sunday to teach us. Never did i ever see such great teacher in my life. He is one of the teachers that is in my heart and not in my mind.

The next teacher will be Mdm Aishah. A lot of "preaching" from her. I remembered when i was secondary 3, i am one of the hopeless student sitting at the back of the class, gambling away with Kian Boon and gang most of the time. She never gave up hope on me and pressed on trying to "preach" as hard as she could to knock me back to senses. In the end, her efforts never go down the drain. When i was secondary 4, i worked as hard as i could. Though my grades are not good, i was satisfied; for it was "some results" to me. LOL. She helped me back on my feets when i fell really badly.

Coming to teacher in my spiritual life, I really want to thank God for my spiritual mentor Andrew. Through this time, he has helped me a lot, in my life. He builds up the foundation of Christianity in me. Though he is not with me 24 hours per day, i still feel that he is with me. LOL. Don't misunderstand! It is not wrong to love your shepherd. He may not be the best shepherd, or someone who is flawless in his communication, but he really has the humility to learn. He never belittles himself for he knows so clearly he is God's creation and God thinks the best of us. Thus, whenever i belittle myself in the area of leadership, he will always correct me. He has the heartbeat of God, "he thinks the best of everyone, no matter what kind of person they are in the past". Just like how God believes Paul when the latter is the worst of sinners.
He sees potential in me when people don't. He is one of the two people who encourages me to be a shepherd when i am still introverted and rather new. Thanks Shepherd!!!!

Personal note: Don't bother finding out who is the other person who sees potential in me. You will never get the answer! LOL...

Answer is not God or Jesus. So save it! Haha