Here i am to blog...
6:56 AM |
Ok. I want to write my post as short as possible for today.
Today, it is one of my worst day ever in my life as a Christian. Hit a stumbling block today, almost fell. God lifts me up, my people continue to be my motivation. Can't forget Li Yan and Andrew for what they did 2 years ago. Can't forget last year water baptism which i made a decision to be a spiritual buddy with Xing Xing. Marvelous memories. This continues to be my drive in persevering.
Just now, i share to Xing Xing about my struggles. I thank God that though he may not be considered spiritually mature to most people, he still listens and understands, joke with me, lighten my yoke. Through this, i realise that everyone is really indispensable in God's kingdom. I can't forget all the negative comments made to me by leaders who i do not want to mention.
Right now, i feel like resting, stabilise my emotions a little. Through this, i realise how Evangeline has felt. No understanding with just a common vision, it boils down to nothing but a unhappy Christian life.
Proverbs 18:2
A fool finds no pleasure in understanding but delights in airing his own opinions.